#Summer #Bikini #Beach

Hello gorgeous, IT'S SUMMER!!! 
So the first day in penang we headed to BATU FERRINGHI. 
i was really looking forward to going there coz there are so many good reviews about this beach!! And it doesn't disappoint me at all! The place is quite clean, not 100% trash-free but within my tolerance. Definitely will come back here again!! 
Also because i want to put on my new bikini hahaha!! FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME! *shy* Finally wore a bikini in my twenties. ヽ( >^ω^< )ノ
i've been trying to convince a lot of my friends to try bikinis few years ago but many of them either told me that "my boobs are small" or "my belly is fat" or "my butt is too big so are my thighs!" or even "i'm so shy" wtf and blahblahblah things you can imagine. 
But it's not like your boobs will grow bigger all of a sudden, unless you don't mind to implant some silicone under your skin, NOR your body will look like Miranda Kerr the next day you wake up in the morning. 
Bikini symbolizes freedom, represents our youths. 
i'm not going to wear it when my skin is already sagging over the wrinkled buttock or my arms are flabby like a butterfly. (OK maybe, if i still love bikini at that time, and most likely it's gonna be yes hahah!)
BUY A BIKINI FIRST. And you will be motivated to slim down because everyday when you look at it you're also reminding yourself. The law of attraction!
And it's not only super skinny girls can wear bikini okay. Please, many Caucasians are fat, no offense, but they still look pretty good and healthy in it. 
Take some steps to tone up the specific parts! 

Ok i shall stop the Bikini talk lolol. Let's lookie the photos! 

Hello from batu ferringhi!

It's very convenient to come here, just take a bus from Komtar and the journey is about 30 minutes except that we have no idea where and when to get down lol. 

Then we very ganjiong in the bus and kept wondering if we had just passed the destination. Then we agak-agak and there we are! Y WE SO SMART wtf. 

Zunzun very buay song me coz photos taken by me all very ugly lolol. 

but i think these two not bad right?!

Summer=Show your belly! 

One of my favorite picture! Credits to Zun!

Love the back side of this shirt because of the holes! From H&M again!! <333

lolol have to squint because the sun was blazing fiercely!!!

CoCoNut. Zun kept calling it 老爷(椰)LMFAO!! 

You see the words SEX ON THE BEACH, YES PLS! 

 Mad love my new bikini from Billabong. 

Fell in love with it at the first sight because of its dip-dye prints!! Super nice one okay! 

But it doesn't come with the bottom so i have to match with a short pants.

And if you look carefully, you can spot my golden key. *winning smile* 

i know this is very zuozuo wtf. 

Yeah finally took a CHIO pic of zun. Look at her long legs!! 

i told zun that she looked very mei you ai xin (no kind heart) in this picture coz she's like very scared of the horse hahahah!! 

SEE i looked like very YOU AI XIN in comparison lolol!!! 

Colorful parachute!

Got one Indian whose name is Muthu (LOL), came to ask us whether we're interested to ride jet ski or not. He gave us discounted price and extra time somemore (i attribute it to my bikini hhahhahah!) like two person RM50 for 20 mins! Normal people only 15 mins leh!! The problem is, both of us didn't even have enough RM50 after combining our money wtf. We broke liao!! 

We told the guy but i think he couldn't believe in us. But it's true. 

Then he asked us to find another indian guy if we change our minds, his name is Hassan. HAHAHAHAAH!!!!!!  

Geddit geddit? Muthu and Hassan, typical names of Indian. Just like Ali and Ahmad. 

We two laughed like mad until rolling on the beach lolol!!

Sexy back coated with sand LOL.

Beautiful sunset! Good job, my cam.

End this post with a SUPER sexy picture!

Fuck yeah.

I'm 21, thank you very much.

Damn i haven't post anything about my 21st birthday! 
Last week was SO packed! Working non-stop and once the project ended, i headed to KL-Penang straight away with Zunzun. then THE NEXT DAY, my uni friends came to pay Johor a visit so i became their tour guide. Basically it's just a food tour coz i just stuffed their stomachs with all the food i could think of LOL.   
i.am.so.goddamn.tired and fat now!!!! *slump into the couch* i seriously need a break (and diet wtf) before my Bangkok trip next week. How to wear bikini liddis?!!! Diet mode is fucking ON. 

Also, i need to record every thought that is jumbling up in my head for i have so much things to express for being 21 officially. you know lah old people tend to nag and moan more often wtf.  *roll down the script*

I didn't throw a fancy nancy birthday party though, for i, pathetic enough, do not really have a lot of friends to invite anyway.  The good thing is, i did celebrate my birthday with family, close friends and bf. *smile sheepishly* That's enough, i think. Good enough for me to weep through the night, thanking them for loving me. =') Nevertheless i still retain this fantasy of having a fabulous birthday bash one day, where i will put on a dazzling tiara, catered with lovely cupcakes, confections and ice cream, surrounded by people i cherish, drown in wishes and blessings. OMG i sound so greedy wtf. But i'd really love to organize one by myself in the future. it can also be a pure thanksgiving party.  =D

i wanna say Thank You to so many people. Maybe it's the cookies that you offered me in the class, or the remarks you said which has kept me holding on when I was at the brink to collapse.

To Mum & Dad, I know how heartbreaking it is to send your daughter off to somewhere 555 kilometers away. It has been hard for you when i was informed to go Terengganu to further my studies, but thanks for supporting me and my decision, instead of pulling me back. Thanks for knowing that your daughter is as strong as she is, that she is no longer frail and vulnerable as she was, and that she is able to make thru' the coming four years without air-con and water heater wtf. I'm glad to have you both be my parents. We might not be extra wealthy like other families, but you always, ALWAYS do what you can to make me happy until sometimes i blame you secretly for pampering me so much.  Like the day my dad drove 16 hours non-stop all the way from Johor to Terengganu to fetch me; my mom who is so petite, carried the luggage which probably heavier than herself from 5th floor of my hostel. What have i done to deserve all these? This is one of the reason that shun me from the idea of having my own children: i can never be devoted like them. They fight tooth and nail, give me the best, raise me up, love me from the inside out. Thank you the most magnificent God, whoever You are, for making me their daughter. it's the best gift i could ever asked for. 

To Gorgor, I remember last year my birthday, you gave me cash as my gift. Then I, who was the ungrateful kid that time, complaint that I wanted a stuff toy instead. And you bought it the next day to me. wtf how to find a brother like this?!! Thanks for taking care of us so well.  

To Sister, I thank for your patience. i wish i could love you more and be patient to you as well. Thanks for always being there to listen my craps, and never be tired of it. Most importantly, you believe in every word of mine. You're the only one i could unashamedly share my ugliest thoughts and wildest dream with. 

To Ah Di (lil bro), I’ve seen you growing mature over the years. Thank you for no longer being our constant worry, or better, making us proud in so many times. 


To Dodo, we could never enjoy such secure life without you guarding our house for more than 7 years. Thank you for bringing the utmost joy to our family, and actually be part of it. 


To my law girls, i'm really glad to meet you, really. You guys contribute a large part of the reasons for me not retreating from the game (by game i mean staying in the crappy place and taking the risk of graduating without getting accreditation). The god is fair, He sent me to this piece of shitland, he also gave me a bunch of good friends. 


To XuanYing, you're so awesome. Thank you for understanding me so well within this ten months. i know my following years in university are going to be fabulous, because you introduced the type of life that i desire. Thank you for being so funny. Thank you for being my Fatimah hahhahah!!! You're so kind, so mean, so everything.


To PeiShin, i thank your hyperactivity LOL. But your passion is so contagious that people around you can hardly slack for a second. i'm like "dude, aren't you tired?". You're always lively, 24/7 smiling with your wide shining eyes. The world needs more kind of people like you to be a better place.


To Joyce, you're always the calm and sensible one. Although sometimes you can't stand us being ridiculous, but you still care, you still love. Thank you for never abandoning us, who are so reckless and always neglected the fragile hearts. You're the real Mother Teresa.


To Vera, let's count for how many years we have known each other. Whenever i seek for advise (on any matters), i know you're the one who can provide the answer that i want to hear. Thank you for being so understanding most of the time. 


To Jess, thanks for always making surprises hahaha! You're such a friend that when we're in help, you always help. 


To Simwan, you might look cool as you are, but most often you're just warm-blooded as we are. Thank you for being rational and smart all the time that i'm always motivated to be like you. 


To Zunzun, it seems that the power of distance is invincible. I can sense the growing differences and the changes between us since we're apart. I reminisce for we always having unanimous thoughts, or telepathy, in the past (we still do, but rarely),  but i never stopped feeling grateful for this relationship we've earned. Thank you for being my sunshine and always bring the positive rays to my life. There are times when i'm about to lose myself and trail away, you keep me on the right track, even you don't realize it. Thank you for accepting me as who i am because nobody see my weaknesses and flaws more than you do (ok soon there will be another one lol =X). i'm really thankful to have you as my bestie, now and always will be. Thank you for being one whom i can always rely on. 

To KG, thank you for loving me so much. I never expected this kind of happiness from you, consider how much I disliked/hated you before. And i never knew i can be this clingy too.*blush* My life had been all good for the last 20 years without your interruption, but i guess you just make it better. Just like the combi of milo and soda crackers (milo alone is already a perfection, dipping with soda crackers is crème de la crème!!! OMG i'm craving for it now wtf. Too tempting!). i'm grateful there is another person to take in my incessant nonsenses and to endure my stubbornness. Thanks for handling me like a princess/time-bomb, this is bad though coz i'm already a spoilt kid wtf. Sometimes the amount of love and affection you give me simply creeps me out, for fear that i couldn't love you back in the right proportion. But thank you, i'm learning how to be a better person every single day. 

And to many many people out there who have been so important to my life, THANK YOU. 
Being 21 years old is actually nothing to brag about, i'm just grateful (SO GRATEFUL!) to meet all kinds of good people along the way. That's amazing, isn't it? Guess i really have done a lot of charity in my past life lolol. 

Botak Jones and H&M shopping!

Hihi! 

I finally went shopping at H&M in Singapore! i heard they have so many beautiful summer clothes this season and i wanted to go soooo much! But zun is sick of entering Sg (or she is sick of me wtf) so i have trouble finding people to accompany me.  Everyone is BUSY except me! ='( 

Luckily i have Simwan who just came back from China and Vera who was temporarily free from her modeling jobs. Thank you for willing to entertain me! ^___^ 

Camwhoring with Simwan.  That day was pouring heavily!! But nothing can stop a girl's urge from getting her retail therapy.  By the way Simwan said i'm getting prettier liao! I told her it's because of advanced photoshop and make-up skill. Real one! But STILL, thank you so much coz i have few nights insomnia just because of the compliments HAHAHHA!!! 

How's my braid that day? It looks pretty good in picture but very messy in reality. So i undid it later fml.

Then Vera suggested to go for lunch before our shopping schedule. Yea we need alot of energy indeed for that part hhahhaahah!! 
So we went BOTAK JONES!!
Botak Jones is famous for their American western food which comes with very reasonable prices and always, in big portion! 
And most of the outlets located at Singapore HDB/flats coffee shop. So it's kinda easy to find. Three of us very smart to go Clementi by ourselves leh! Okie, it's not hard if you have eyes to read the mrt map. 
My dad has brought us here for few times and they give DAMN lot of fries everytime!! i love it coz the food is good and cheap. How to find deal like this?!! 

Vera & her burger. Which one yummier? LOLOL. 

Close-up.

Simwan's fish & chips. 

My grilled salmon! Look at the fries they gave!! Such a huge portion for a little girl like me! *erhem* wtf

Their faces said "We're ready for the war."  LOL!!!

LOL this is post-war picture! Coz i was too busy to take picture while fighting with others. I mean, fight to get my pieces. Ok i exaggerated abit.

My haul! I'm so happy to get my matching bikini bottom here! 

 $1 ice cream at Orchard Road. Yums!

Last team shot! It's such a great day with the girls! I always feel as if i've grown up abit after talking with them lol! 

Now going to work to fill the holes of my wallet. Bye! 

Picnic at Marina Barrage

Look i changed my background and header. I'm sick of seeing my face (i have enough camwhored pictures in my posts i don't need one on header liao) whenever i log in here so i removed the picture and now it's simple and i feel so much better! Phew... 

Maybe some of you feel the same too LOLOL. 

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So we went PICNIC at Marina Barrage yesterday!!! 

It was the thing that i wanted to do the most in holidays! And finally. 

Everyone loves picnic isn't? Girls get to dress up lovely (and summerly!) and take tons of candid shots, guys get to gather and talk about politic and economic wtf (yes this is what our male friends literally doing), even food in picnic seemed extra yummy!   

HELLO! Love my new arm candies and neon pink top. Both from H&M!

okay this is so funny. We were at the place and all of us get ambushed by the school kids for some surveys. Can't even answer their questions properly. Lousy us lolol. 

Marina Barrage is such a wonderful place for picnic. You can grasp a spectacular view of Singapore city from here and we saw so many pairs of couples were taking their wedding photography. i hope we didn't photobomb them in accident lol.

We're grateful for the nice weather again. Though it has been cloudy for a while but afterwards it was all sunny and windy and 风和日丽. The weather forecast was a mistake yesterday. =D

i love the picnic blanket Zun brought from her house. It's so pretty and girlish! <3

And the food we prepared! We have fried beehoon, calamari rings, lemon tart, fruits, pizza, junk food and drinks. 

Lemon tart's close up. Prepared by ZhWei!!! He baked himself one! 

IT.WAS.SO.GOOD. Ahhh, i wanna cry already wtf. 

Even girls can't make this! He purposely wanted to make us feel ashamed. 

Fruits by me! i know this cannot compare to the tart. But my fruits are all high-class one. LOL

Ohyeah. Luckily it was Monday. Zun said the place is always full during weekends! 

Zun & the strawberry.

YC & me. ^__^

I'm so colorful that day!! <333

Four uncles.

Three lovely babes. 

Me & Zun & Marina Bay Sands lolol. Such a nice shot!

i so jelly of Zun's Galaxy Note!! The photo-editting apps in her phone are all superb one!!

The effects are beyond words and it is such a breeze to edit on the spot. 

 *dump my blackberry* 

Zun's hair is gorgeous! 

Outfit of the day: Top from H&M, floral skirt from Cotton On. 

Love this picture so much! Everyone's looking awesome. =)))

The black & white team hahahh!

Ops catch the uncles talking about politic and economic again! 

While the girls busy taking pictures LOLOL. It's the genes.

Time to leave! Guys were having fun to fold the blanket. They kinda reminisced about kawad days and lipat bendera stuff lol.  

YC is so petite among us wtf. 

F4. 

Last one group shot! Byebye!!