Friends Forever

I'm a very stereotyped person that if i meet someone i like, i would secretly come to a decision with myself that "i want to befriend with her/him forever". okay this is very subjective and i do it selectively. Somehow there are people you are just gonna tag them under the category 'HelloGoodbye friends' anyway (or even worse, you just boycott them), no matter how hard you try.  

They are few of the lucky ones. LOL. *damn lucky wuey!!*

i mean, i would cross my heart to wish to be friends forever with them. Like seriously. 

So we're at the Genting Highland before days we left to each misery lands respectively! Remember the nervous shits we kept fussing about over the period? The so many unknowns freaked us out. 

Then we decided to scream them out of our lungs. =D

Y U NO take photos with me?! #foreveralone wtf.

My darling SinMan! She's another mean girl i adore. <3  
Miss the days we used to bitch about everything like how unfair the world is and why should all the men go down to hell LOL. 

Vera Chong! Guess she has been drowning in love pool again. Ops sorry, this pretty babe is no longer available. 

Mad woman who wore like this to genting. i deserved to freeze to death.

Another mad.

We have the couple jackets! 

"Oh really?!!! i can finally enter the theme park?! i've been waiting for this day for my lifetime!"  

On the ride of merry-go-round. If only the machine could never stop to revolve and we would just laugh like kids forever. Ahhhh... if life could be this easy. If only the time could cease. 

Sinman waiting for her prince with the white horse. lousiest description i can ever give. =_______=

JoJo and Meiwei!! JoJo is in Penang now. i'm jealous to death!!!

Penang is my favourite place. With loads of so-yummy-can-die food!!! 

Jojo Chih! Be contented hoh! You should come to my place and i'll let you eat nasi lemak everyday till you sick to death. 

Cindy Toh! No is Toh Cindy. Whatever. 

Cindy is in Kuching now, my another favorite city fml. Cindy if you're reading these, i wanna tell you that i officially miss your long-winded hoo-ha, complaints, grumble and everything hahah! 

The thought of seeing you next year saddened me. ='(( That is such a long time! Take care, don't stuff yourself too much of kolo mee. Try others. LOL

Do i look like i have a good figure? In fact, i do have. HAHAAHAHHAH!!

anyway, shooting is boring (as hell). Never a fans of this sport. i'm too bad in targeting! 

Look at the expression of the annoying guy at the left side. 

We love this dumbo flying elephant game! But our elephant seems too weak to lift us. And we ended up to be flying at the lowest height among all wtf.  WHAT?! We very heavy meh?!! 

Okay, we made up our minds to travel in places like Guiling or Jiu Sai Gou those kind of places for old folks. Coz Genting Highland is too heavy for us now. i recalled back Vera's loser face when she's begging the staff there to loose her from the roller coaster which was about to take off, i was like "wtf? don't we just have it one year ago?". We concluded that it all has got to do with the ageing. Yea, we're 20 years old and we are now talking about ageing FOL. 

Gonna miss you all GAO GAO. Love y'all. =')))

Compromise

Time:12.32AM. Location:Terengganu. Weather:Overcast. Humidity:94%

it's almost two months i've been here. Still in one piece, still me, still perfect. 
how are you guys? i miss everyone terribly. 
Reminiscing the days when i got informed to study at this place, i was overwhelmed and struggling so hard. i was sad, to be honest. The unspeakable pain is still there, pounding occasionally, though i don't say it anymore. I'm so scared! So insecure about everything. i mean, what the hell have i done to be here? Did i just screw everything up? Barricade myself to soothe mummy i'm fine over the phones while holding back my tears. Options were given to me, but i chose here regardless. Till now, i still doubt my decision. Even the little pep talks i give to friends all this while barely make sense to me. I waver inside. My whole world shakes. Spell vulnerable. 
This is just where i started and i want to remember it. Can't wait to see four years later, from the uncertain pace i stepped out that will lead to the infinite unknowns.


To my surprise, there are many chinese in my university. The adequate number of us has intensely calmed me a lot. Well there aren't hundreds of them but it is already beyond my expectation! C'mon you don't think you will find chinese so easily like meh, in this state which filled with mosques in every few kilometer? i thought i would be greeted by sea of floating tudungs (which is true at some points) and ended up with autism wtf. But we're so lucky coz we have the most chinese students in this batch since years. New friends are nice. Many mother Teresa alike lol. Instead i feel like a Hitler being surrounded with them hahah! Zun, i miss your meanness.  


I miss a lot of things. I miss everything that i've used to miss and neglect. I miss old friends. I miss my home. I miss the good ol' days. I miss the comfort zone where i have been living and growing up. I miss the soup my mum cooks. I miss speeding my car. I miss singing loudly in bathroom. I miss farting in the house like nobody cares about it. I miss walking with dodo. I miss holding daddy's hands. I miss my hula hoop. I miss the roads i familiar with. I miss the hanging out places with my babes. I miss people who know me so well i don't have to worry whether they would get hurt by my words. I miss my lovely sister who likes to nag me. I miss swimming in the pool. I miss being extravagant. I miss myself who was brave enough to have many dreams to dream. But now i hesitate a lot.


Studying law is tough. Memorizing is never my advantage. Reading the tedious cases can be boring as hell, let alone the history of islamic and m'sia legal system. After the nine-month slack, it's hard to stay focus in the lectures again. I still get distracted easily. Minds wandering into somewhere else, or simply going blank. Somehow i think there is nothing unusual about this, coz i've been always learning like this. Hahahah! But we're trying our best to make the best out of it. Oh look! i've developed a new talent hobby at this dumb place. I PLAY BASKETBALL. alright, not yet a pro but i'm growing fonder of it! 
Anyway, bear with me coz I might be complaining shits all the time from now on. 


Now that i need to bid farewell to my wardrobe for the next few years. Bye my pretty clothes, high waisted shorts and 4-inch heels. Hello my long sleeves ugly shirts, ankle length pants and colorful baju kurung wtf. 

 New journey starts, officially.