More strengths

i told myself today i must blog tonight so here i am now, right after being tortured by the legal system of our beloved country. Well it's basically like Form 6 Pengajian Am translated into English, but in a more detailed and humdrum manner. Or if you allow me, soul-destroying wtf.

Now playing- Wish you were here by Pink Floyd.

Been browsing the youtube since this morning (i'm a multitasking bitch) and listened to the real music stuff like Beatles, the Rolling Stones, Guns 'n Roses and other '60s bands. Coz today i'm in a retro mood! It's the last day of 2011.

Okay now is Stairway to Heaven by Led Zeppelin. Wouldn't i be born in wrong generation? Totally hook on their music and fashion. #hipster

Watching my friend wobbling under my blanket comfortably. Ok i know it sounds creepy. She heard my tummy growling last night while we're sleeping. Amazing right? *giggles*

My stomach rumbled a lot these days and the condition of me having loose bowel movements aka diarrhea has lasted like almost 10 days! Again, i'm amazed that i'm still breathing with perfect rhythm on my lappie without getting any weight loss. Truly FML. God:"Should have just let her die". OkOk i'm thankful i still alive ok. 

Enough of the nonsense. 

Shall i make a new year resolution? 

i just want a tattoo and more strengths. =D

Time is the little bitch, ain't she? Just slipped away.

Now playing- Don't Cry by Guns 'N Roses

Random

Yo! i'm going back home within two hours! SO HAPPY CAN DIE lollollol!

So before i leave this hell land, i shall update my blog with some random boring pictures + not-so-boring camwhore from my phone. TEEHEE.

Look i cooked this! Erm let's call it 'White fungus longan red dates soup'. 

Never thought i would cook something that complicated in my life. 

And yet it turned out to be so niceeeee! #talent

i always know i'm a genius. 

Got this beach ball from Meiji hello panda cookies!!!!! 

I CAN HAS BEACH BALL!  There's a little bloated panda inside too! *went into ecstasy*

They must be giving me this as surprise for being their loyal consumer. HOHO.

One of the breakfast of the day. Reddish baby tomatoes and apple. =D 

Yea, that was about three weeks ago. Our hostels were flooded due to the consecutive days of raining. 

And we had been swimming to classes everyday. As if it wasn't bad enough, water supply was running out too. FOR ALMOST ONE WEEK!

Imagine that. You cannot bath, cannot brush your teeth, cannot pee, cannot shit, and yet it's flooding outside WTFFFF.

But okay, we all survived and are qualified for the next survivor season liao.

Cakes from secret recipe! Little rewards for ourselves despite the horrible storm that day. HA! Talk about the charisma of food. 

This is (from left to right) MeiHui, me and MeiPing. Ya, we all very MEI even though my name doesn't has the word 'MEI'. hahhahaah! 

Both of them are the very first person i met when i enrolled into the university. Love them!! <3

Ohya, again this is the hyperactive one i mentioned before. 

We were at the ALSA forum which many young law students from different universities were invited to this hell land and to talk about some shits i barely understood.

Alright, we gotta admit some of them very chio like real lawyers. Then our self-esteem suddenly plummeted to the bottom again and started to bang our heads on the walls again. 

Doing assignments like real hardworking nerds. 

                            

And this one was reading newspaper. Omg i can laugh my ass out whenever i look back this photo. XDDDD Joyce, don't hit me!

Love this picture coz my hair looked good!!

coz i started to use hair-conditioner!  

In the library. Rambut macam longer leh. WEEE!!!

ANd there's another day XuanYing came to my room with the intention to do assignments.

But we ended up falling into deep discussion of the design of our future tattoo.

We both agree that we might be doing it on our 21st birthday!!! Excited!

Love my messy bun yoohoo!

Ahhh. I still love my turquoise-colored nails. Not yet sick of them!!! 

<3 <3 <3

KK. Two more weeks and it's my finals!!!! Fighting! 

Jump with new posse!

Hi there. Third month in terengganu and i feel totally awesome here wtf. 

okay at least i know i'm not good in feigning to be interested into things i actually don't. 

i highly doubt that i would ever love this place. Like you're asking Doraemon to love mice. Owh, terrific.

Anyway, we did put some effort to accept this disastrous place, i.e. to simply accept the fact. Well, when life gives you lemon, you either make it lemonade, or drink it plainly and end up with a big fat hole in your stomach. 
i'd rather choose the former thanks. 


So, it was one of the rare sunny day. 
Instead of poking our noses into Malaysia Legal Journal in library to find the case of Ali v Ahmad, we decided to do something more meaningful, at least less self-destructive.

Introduce to you my new posse gang. From left to right:Peishin, me, Joyce and Pikshan.

They are fun and... yeah fun.

Apparently i'm running out of adjectives. =____=

She is by far the most hyperactive person i have ever met. I don't even know what hyperactive truly means until i meet her. 

Very smart, very nice (sometimes nasty though =P), phobia being alone but a strong babe. =)

Oh yeah, the mama sang. XD

She has her own unique style like a... mama sang lol.

And ya, she likes human centipede! Bwahaahaahah! 

Joyce~ Her cuteness is so 100% true. No decoration, no additive, just purely cute. 

i mean, girls hate girls who fake to be cute. Oh lord, it's gross. 

But she doesn't. She is born to be. And you'd be wondering how on earth a person can be created to be that cute. 

Ohyeay four adults with the combined age of 80 having fun on the seesaw.

And we went to the beach!! 

This beach is called Pantai Batu Buruk, simply because the batu there, already buruk. 

Here comes the ambiguous title: Bitches with the beach.

The only one successful everyone-jumped-into-the-air picture. =__________=

And my mouth is so huge it scares me too wtf.

Joyce said she wanna jump too. Good try babe! 

I hardly believe that Pikshan took her jump. Her another leg is still planted ON THE GROUND!! *roll my eyes*

Look she has the leg on the sand again. Hey bitch, define jump.

To proof that she is innocent, she did the next jumping and we all like "OMGGG!!"

 

I NEVER see a person could fly in the sky so decent and at the same time, smile like she's the actress in the mv of Jay Chou. 

OMG i'm so jealous i almost want to delete the pic on the spot lol.

I assume she had been practicing the jumping for zillion times in her room before the night just to accomplish this. 

New jumped like an astronaut who is floating in the cosmos.

And me like a ROCKER! 

So happy after the jumping section. 

And root beer!!! Never thought that i could find these at here.

Yeah i'm in terengganu! Let's FML.

Friends Forever

I'm a very stereotyped person that if i meet someone i like, i would secretly come to a decision with myself that "i want to befriend with her/him forever". okay this is very subjective and i do it selectively. Somehow there are people you are just gonna tag them under the category 'HelloGoodbye friends' anyway (or even worse, you just boycott them), no matter how hard you try.  

They are few of the lucky ones. LOL. *damn lucky wuey!!*

i mean, i would cross my heart to wish to be friends forever with them. Like seriously. 

So we're at the Genting Highland before days we left to each misery lands respectively! Remember the nervous shits we kept fussing about over the period? The so many unknowns freaked us out. 

Then we decided to scream them out of our lungs. =D

Y U NO take photos with me?! #foreveralone wtf.

My darling SinMan! She's another mean girl i adore. <3  
Miss the days we used to bitch about everything like how unfair the world is and why should all the men go down to hell LOL. 

Vera Chong! Guess she has been drowning in love pool again. Ops sorry, this pretty babe is no longer available. 

Mad woman who wore like this to genting. i deserved to freeze to death.

Another mad.

We have the couple jackets! 

"Oh really?!!! i can finally enter the theme park?! i've been waiting for this day for my lifetime!"  

On the ride of merry-go-round. If only the machine could never stop to revolve and we would just laugh like kids forever. Ahhhh... if life could be this easy. If only the time could cease. 

Sinman waiting for her prince with the white horse. lousiest description i can ever give. =_______=

JoJo and Meiwei!! JoJo is in Penang now. i'm jealous to death!!!

Penang is my favourite place. With loads of so-yummy-can-die food!!! 

Jojo Chih! Be contented hoh! You should come to my place and i'll let you eat nasi lemak everyday till you sick to death. 

Cindy Toh! No is Toh Cindy. Whatever. 

Cindy is in Kuching now, my another favorite city fml. Cindy if you're reading these, i wanna tell you that i officially miss your long-winded hoo-ha, complaints, grumble and everything hahah! 

The thought of seeing you next year saddened me. ='(( That is such a long time! Take care, don't stuff yourself too much of kolo mee. Try others. LOL

Do i look like i have a good figure? In fact, i do have. HAHAAHAHHAH!!

anyway, shooting is boring (as hell). Never a fans of this sport. i'm too bad in targeting! 

Look at the expression of the annoying guy at the left side. 

We love this dumbo flying elephant game! But our elephant seems too weak to lift us. And we ended up to be flying at the lowest height among all wtf.  WHAT?! We very heavy meh?!! 

Okay, we made up our minds to travel in places like Guiling or Jiu Sai Gou those kind of places for old folks. Coz Genting Highland is too heavy for us now. i recalled back Vera's loser face when she's begging the staff there to loose her from the roller coaster which was about to take off, i was like "wtf? don't we just have it one year ago?". We concluded that it all has got to do with the ageing. Yea, we're 20 years old and we are now talking about ageing FOL. 

Gonna miss you all GAO GAO. Love y'all. =')))

Compromise

Time:12.32AM. Location:Terengganu. Weather:Overcast. Humidity:94%

it's almost two months i've been here. Still in one piece, still me, still perfect. 
how are you guys? i miss everyone terribly. 
Reminiscing the days when i got informed to study at this place, i was overwhelmed and struggling so hard. i was sad, to be honest. The unspeakable pain is still there, pounding occasionally, though i don't say it anymore. I'm so scared! So insecure about everything. i mean, what the hell have i done to be here? Did i just screw everything up? Barricade myself to soothe mummy i'm fine over the phones while holding back my tears. Options were given to me, but i chose here regardless. Till now, i still doubt my decision. Even the little pep talks i give to friends all this while barely make sense to me. I waver inside. My whole world shakes. Spell vulnerable. 
This is just where i started and i want to remember it. Can't wait to see four years later, from the uncertain pace i stepped out that will lead to the infinite unknowns.


To my surprise, there are many chinese in my university. The adequate number of us has intensely calmed me a lot. Well there aren't hundreds of them but it is already beyond my expectation! C'mon you don't think you will find chinese so easily like meh, in this state which filled with mosques in every few kilometer? i thought i would be greeted by sea of floating tudungs (which is true at some points) and ended up with autism wtf. But we're so lucky coz we have the most chinese students in this batch since years. New friends are nice. Many mother Teresa alike lol. Instead i feel like a Hitler being surrounded with them hahah! Zun, i miss your meanness.  


I miss a lot of things. I miss everything that i've used to miss and neglect. I miss old friends. I miss my home. I miss the good ol' days. I miss the comfort zone where i have been living and growing up. I miss the soup my mum cooks. I miss speeding my car. I miss singing loudly in bathroom. I miss farting in the house like nobody cares about it. I miss walking with dodo. I miss holding daddy's hands. I miss my hula hoop. I miss the roads i familiar with. I miss the hanging out places with my babes. I miss people who know me so well i don't have to worry whether they would get hurt by my words. I miss my lovely sister who likes to nag me. I miss swimming in the pool. I miss being extravagant. I miss myself who was brave enough to have many dreams to dream. But now i hesitate a lot.


Studying law is tough. Memorizing is never my advantage. Reading the tedious cases can be boring as hell, let alone the history of islamic and m'sia legal system. After the nine-month slack, it's hard to stay focus in the lectures again. I still get distracted easily. Minds wandering into somewhere else, or simply going blank. Somehow i think there is nothing unusual about this, coz i've been always learning like this. Hahahah! But we're trying our best to make the best out of it. Oh look! i've developed a new talent hobby at this dumb place. I PLAY BASKETBALL. alright, not yet a pro but i'm growing fonder of it! 
Anyway, bear with me coz I might be complaining shits all the time from now on. 


Now that i need to bid farewell to my wardrobe for the next few years. Bye my pretty clothes, high waisted shorts and 4-inch heels. Hello my long sleeves ugly shirts, ankle length pants and colorful baju kurung wtf. 

 New journey starts, officially.