Hi people. *i know i know the photo is rwarsome hah!*
Life is pretty fast here you know.
Wake up at 6.30am everyday, work, meet customers, good chat with them if lucky, and then driving home, go jogging or yoga sometimes, watch tv, read novels, play my guitar de husband, ponder the future, fall asleep and call it a day.
I'm doing good in accustoming myself to this routines, the typical working life.
But it suddenly dawned on me that this is not the kind of life i after. At least not something when i reach forties i still have no ideas why on earth am i living.
Evidently when the monthly sales shoot up, when the salaries get doubled, when the position is promoted, when the fame, power, money is coming to us, we achieve the so-called 'job satisfactions'.
But how long the satisfactions would last? Tell me.
Perhaps one man's meat is another man's poison. There are people hanker for a life like this and they are fine with it. C'mon, we are all human beings.
Anyone of us, anyone, is not seduced by big money?
I hate but to admit i'm one of the billions. fuck.
I have 70% sure that i'm going to a law school now. With the big ideas of doing good, helping the downtrodden people, fighting the justice and saving the world.
But along the way i might sell out too.
Which is why i'm writing this post so we can have a comparison in ten years later. Let see what kind of whores i'd become eventually lol.
No, i don't want to be caught in the rat race.
I don't want the job that i do for a living is only making a living.
I want something that i do for a living has a certain degree of benefits to a certain group of people, doesn't matter how insignificant the group is.
I want to spend my life on things that are eternal, not temporary.
Ambitious? Guess so. *facepalm*
Pursuing MBBS doesn't indicate a person is a doctor-to-be, neither pursuing LLB shows you one is gonna be a lawyer.
It sounds absurd i know. Or ridiculous as you wish.
At least this is how i see education.
It's definitely not fundamental when determining our life careers, it's more to setting one's mind of what kind of man we wanna be.
Or what kind of lives we wanna live.
Owh remember? This is only gibberishhh.
