after all this time?

leaving in 3 days. THREE days! didn't notice how short exactly it is until i just used my fingers to count wtf. i've been crawling under my blanket every morning since the day i become unemployed, refuse to separate my body from the comfy bed until i get tired of lying eventually. 

anyway i spent plenty of time with my form 6 buddies lately, after knowing that hanging out with them will no longer be easy like meeting at OMEGA. just when i recalled back all the miserable moments in the past two years, each of us now had received the offer letter from universities and ready to cross the threshold. people were saying how tough stpm would be and we used to freak out. but now it's more likely a breeze when you have your teeth clenched and eyes closed tightly. and see, we all have made it. =) 

glad that most of us (vera don't worry. appeal always works in m'sia, XD) got the courses that we desire, even if it's not the university that we dreamt. i guess everyone of us start to fear the unknowns again, no matter how many times we've gone through the same phases of entering a new environment. From the elementary school, follow by the secondary, then the high school and finally where we are now. the unfamiliarity comes and goes. Then the routine repeats tediously. We settle down, make new friends, accustom, strive for the new target and go on. and i still marvel at how fast the time has flown everyday. don't you just curious about 5 years later? we're gonna changed so tremendously because i believe that is why the universities exist for. 

you remember when we were young, all still with the ignorant silly faces, not yet knowing what's happening in life, and teachers were there scribbling a complicated pyramid-like chains on the blackboard, presenting all the possible route we might be facing. So many options and choices have to be made. First is the UPSR>PMR>SPM>A-levels/Foundation/STPM and blahblahblah. But we the nonchalant kids that time, who could't be bothered much, now is almost reaching the peak of the pyramid, one inch close to complete the education after making thru' all the tough decision-making journey. 


alright, lastly just pray i won't get bullied by other people, which is not likely going to happen coz i'm always the one who bully LOL, not be too scared of being surrounded by millions of floating tudung and soon get used the life of NO PORK AT ALL. 

Cheers. All the best, sincerely.


Now, let us fly.