new ♥ of life

Hey!!! Check out my recent new favourite toy - guitar de husband!

I play most of the time. And there are times we play too hard we fall asleep together. Until the next morning when i open my eyes, he's still at my first sight.

Lolx!!! i know i sounded like a psycho telling people a crazy love story between a human being and a non-living thing wtf.

But that's it! I'm just uncontrollably obsessed with my new ♥ of life! Ahhhh...

Okay here's a little short passage about what my new job, the marketing executive, is all about.

Basically i drive from place to place to meet interior designers to introduce my products which might be used by them in their projects. Erm, i'm too lazy to explain what are the products and you're too uninterested to know what are them so let's forget about it.  

Anyway, I've been meeting 100+ (and counting) designers and carpenters for the past one month.

So far everything went so good.

But i still feel nervous whenever i'm going to meet the new person. I would linger outside for awhile before i pluck up all my courage to knock the door and enter.

So you see, to overcome this phobia do take me some time. I'm really not that extrovert like you think. Hah.

I could be good in doing a presentation in school, but to talk naturally to someone newly-met, to avoid blank in a conversation, to look in the eyes, to make friends, to listen carefully and to give appropriate remarks in return, to deal with lc people, i'm all on the way learning.

The greatest thing about this job is, I have a very, VERY kind manager, if not for what he's said today.

He's finally working some pressure on me, which in their languages they call it 'motivation' or 'incentive' whatever, but in my opinion, they all indicate the same thing: target-oriented.

Owh FUCK THAT SHIT. SHIATE!

Alright, i know i will get thro' this. Coz neither i want to be like those fucking kaopehkaobu cao mei zu (aka weak teenagers who easily give up due to trivial matters).

I'd rather to become a vaccum cleaner, yea to SUCK all these UP lol!!

Imma grow stonger!

To all my friends out there, take care of yourselves coz Jesus loves you, Allah loves you, Buddha loves you,

and i love you. =D